It is all about the flooding right now. Flooding of rivers. Flooding of thoughts. Most of BC is on flood watch right now as the rivers continue to rise. People are receiving evacuation notices and are on high alert. While my house is not threatened, overwhelmingly it is my mind that I worry about.
Words, desires, ambitions and necessities wash in and out of my head. Daughter, household, errands, losing my sense of self, dog, possible summer work, money, journalling, photographs, inspirations, aspirations, future work, finances, values, love, ambition, basic needs, daycare, dreams, ventures, health, balance, path, focus, intentions...This is my brain's flow.
The flood banks are breaking. The once small side streams surge. Thoughts and memories and dreams swirl. It is time for decisions to be made. Do I sink or swim, so to speak. Take the plunge or play it safe. I must choose a path. I only wonder if one path intersects with another. Does one lead to higher ground?I do not know the answers right now. I only know that after the flooding will come calm. Then renewal and revitalization. No matter the path I choose.
I am a 30-something veggie female living in a non-veggie world. I live in BC Canada where I work as a Child and Youth Care Worker and Jewelry Artist, and as a mom to my 1 year old daughter Hunter.
About Me
- strawberrygirl
- I am a 30-something year old vegetarian who works as a Child and Youth Care Worker and Jewelry Artist. I like yoga, nature, cuddling with my daughter Hunter, camping, crafty things, shopping afternoons with my mom, full moons, baking, friday pub afternoons, dark chocolate with nuts, my sister-in-law's photography, warm hugs under the stars, fresh bed linens, joking with my dad, the smell of new playdough, walking in the rain, fresh strawberries, drinking wine and cooking with my mom, snowfall at night, hot tea, and the month of October.
1 comment:
Pretty heavy stuff girl. Things always work out. Marriage is a test, parenting is a test and life itself. It just needs love .
We moved to BC with a half ton truck ,washer and dryer and 3 kids. It was an adventure and we are all still here.Like the book says, Don't sweat the small stuff.I know it is easier said then done, I know, But dont worry so much. love mom-in-law
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